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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2007|07:14 pm]
[energy |ecstaticecstatic]

i saw my first Lupine of the year today! *dances around*

as far as my reality goes, it is officially spring!

and i knew I'd see some today; i KNEW it and there were dandelions everywhere! WHEEE!

i less than three pretty flowers.


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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2007|10:58 pm]
[energy |crazycrazy]

wow has Anime changed since i was into it. it used to be all about shows like Cowboy Bebop, and Outlaw star, shows that were sexy and made you question things, even Sailor Moon took a serious look at time and Love and Space.

but now, now we have shows about tennis. "the Prince of Tennis". He's young, but he's really good at tennis! and it features tennis playing guys with Faggy hair!

that makes me sad. and it makes me even sadder that im watching it, hoping it will get better. it hasn't. even the art is all squashed and crappy. boo.
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2007|05:21 pm]
[energy |crazycrazy]

i really need to stop procrastinating, especially on things related to my job. oh well, ill get it done eventually.....

so yeah on a different note, i went to the swap meet this morning and bought myself a new pair of thick black tights. i hope they work for faire. thats something else i need to stop procrastinating on....my costume.

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(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2006|09:38 pm]
[energy |crazycrazy]

SQUEEEEEEE *And other fangirl noises*

the title to Harry Potter book 7 has been released! go check it out on mugglenet! it kinda sucks! but it's a title! it has a name! i am so excited, i almost peed my pants!
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2006|08:11 am]
[energy |crazycrazy]
[sounds around me |Regina Specktor]

oooohhhh, going thru old photos is fun. painful and fun and beautiful and tragic. but sometimes it reminds us why we do the things we do, and why they need to be done. particularily i found some pics of Nikki and Augie and Joey and Wesley. its funny seeing Nikki and Augie together. its funnier seeing Wesley because about a month later my boyfriend molested her or something. i always liked her so much. i feel bad. i feel bad about it all. but i feel good knowing i feel bad because without the bad there could be no good. i feel good because it's over now. i feel good because i have grown up a bit. i feel good because i have changed, and though i hate change while it's happening, it's always nice to look back and know i survived it. and if i could survive that, i can survive this. and i'll be ok. it will all be ok and painful and fun and beautiful and tragic.

"life...is like a grapefruit...it's sort of orangy-yellow and dimpled on the outside, wet and squidgy in the middle. It's got pips inside too. Oh, and some people have half a one for breakfast." -Ford Prefect ("SO LONG, AND THANKS FOR ALL THE FISH")
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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2006|08:29 am]
[energy |sickill]

i really like the name "Lorcan". best part: it supposedly means "little fierce one". its LIKE naming my kid Chaos, but better. and weirder.

and yes, it's from Harry Potter.

but it makes me happy....

oh and to complete the blog, my mouth hurts. and i've been kinda sick lately. Bleh.
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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2006|06:09 am]
[energy |crazyAHH!]

im paranoid again.

this is never good.

i need some lovins quick before i lose it. and i have been trying to lose it for quite a while now.

i miss cameron.
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LOOK I'M POSTING.... [Nov. 5th, 2006|09:18 am]
[energy |crazyehhHH?]

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WARNING: Dead Baby Rant [Nov. 3rd, 2006|11:56 pm]
[energy |blankterrickerack]

If you are going to go through with a pregnancy, you might as well NOT kill the baby once its born.

Oprah has on this girl who was too scared too tell anyone she was pregnant, so she hid it, had the baby, but killed it after it was born. she's serving 6 years in prison. and it got me thinking, how is killing your baby any different from abortion? i think it has to do with stopping a "problem" right away vs. letting it grow and manifest into a living being and THEN stopping it. like aborting a pregnancy is like cleaning up a spill right after the glass is knocked over. killing your newborn is like knocking the glass over and letting the liquid sit for a few weeks until it has grown mold and fully sunken into the carpet, and then trying to clean it up. i mean, if i was going to go through 9 months of pregnancy and labour, i wouldnt WANT the kid dead. so much trouble for nothing? it just seems kinda dumb. if you dont want a kid, terminate the pregnancy early on, so you don't have to spend 6 years in prison. or like, leave it at a hospital, but don't KILL it.

also, my mom showed me this article on "indigo children", which are supposedly more evolved children or something with social problems, and when i was little, my mom was convinced i was an "indigo child", instead of just kinda weird. so i'm gonna use that from now on. "im not weird, im an 'indigo child'; im just more evolved than you...."
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WARNING: Hitler Rant [Nov. 3rd, 2006|10:51 pm]
[energy |curiousflabbergebber]

i found a book in a box that my gramma was gonna give away called "The Rise and Fall of Adolf Hitler" and its from 1961. it's like a childrens book, with pictures.

and i was skimming thru it and i kinda remembered one of the reasons i feel the way i feel about the nature of humanity. noone is ever truly evil. like it's impossible. because if you were truly evil there would be no room for love in your life. but people LOVED Hitler. Eva Braun really LOVED Hitler, even if it was some twisted form of love. and I bet Hitler WANTED this love. im not saying he didnt do bad things, but at the base of everything, when it comes down to the most crude truth, Hitler was a baby too. he was a little kid laughing and playing.

my gandpa was talkign about murderers and rapists and his thoughts were that society should just "zap them". persoanlly i dont agree with the death penalty in all cases. even murderers, rapists, everyone was a baby once, was somones child. thats why i cant stand the death penalty. everyone becomes so detached to humanity because some one is "a criminal" that they forget that once, they were just the same as them, trying to live life and get by.

maybe it doesnt apply for everyone. maybe its too general. but still....it bothers me to hear people condemn others so casually.
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